I got in trouble at multiple points for reading books during recess/bringing them to lunch. For some reason, it made some teachers really upset. It wasn’t even that they were school library books - just that I wasn’t supposed to have books at recess or something.
What was really ridiculous was the troubled teen facility/alternative “school” I went to (as a punishment for tattling on my mom for all of her drugs/attempting to kill myself because she was a psycho bitch I couldn’t escape from).
They would punish me for things that “happened” at home, so she would tell them that I cussed/fought my sister/did drugs.
The absolutely insane thing though: I wanted to watch Fight Club. My mom had friends over and was drinking, I asked her permission to watch the movie, she gave me permission, I watched the movie (I had read the book so many times, fell in love with it as a silly teenager.)
The next day, she was angry that I had taken advantage of her being drunk by tricking her into letting me watch the movie. (Big thing with her - getting punished retroactively because she didn’t mean to give me permission for something.)
So I was sent to school with my “stoplights” being all red.
We had to come up with “goals” that we would work on to improve ourselves at the school. I genuinely thought I had done something wrong, so I made my goal “not to ask my mother for permission to do things when she is drinking.”
This lead to consequences. We had a meeting, where I was told saying things like that was dangerous, implied my mom was an alcoholic (the bitch had DUIs!!! My siblings and I used to show off how good our lungs were by starting the car because it had a fucking breathalyzer), and that I could be taken away and put in foster care.
I lost my “progress” in my levels, and spent a week in the red with no privileges - because my mom was a fucking oxy popping lush.
This is the “funny” story there. What they did in retaliation to my allegations of sexual abuse was far worse.
why are there so many mentally ill mothers out there. probably has something with “capitalism makes people insane” or sth. at least that’s my explanation. i hope you’re doing better now. at least getting away from her.
I got in trouble at multiple points for reading books during recess/bringing them to lunch. For some reason, it made some teachers really upset. It wasn’t even that they were school library books - just that I wasn’t supposed to have books at recess or something.
What was really ridiculous was the troubled teen facility/alternative “school” I went to (as a punishment for tattling on my mom for all of her drugs/attempting to kill myself because she was a psycho bitch I couldn’t escape from).
They would punish me for things that “happened” at home, so she would tell them that I cussed/fought my sister/did drugs.
The absolutely insane thing though: I wanted to watch Fight Club. My mom had friends over and was drinking, I asked her permission to watch the movie, she gave me permission, I watched the movie (I had read the book so many times, fell in love with it as a silly teenager.)
The next day, she was angry that I had taken advantage of her being drunk by tricking her into letting me watch the movie. (Big thing with her - getting punished retroactively because she didn’t mean to give me permission for something.)
So I was sent to school with my “stoplights” being all red.
We had to come up with “goals” that we would work on to improve ourselves at the school. I genuinely thought I had done something wrong, so I made my goal “not to ask my mother for permission to do things when she is drinking.”
This lead to consequences. We had a meeting, where I was told saying things like that was dangerous, implied my mom was an alcoholic (the bitch had DUIs!!! My siblings and I used to show off how good our lungs were by starting the car because it had a fucking breathalyzer), and that I could be taken away and put in foster care.
I lost my “progress” in my levels, and spent a week in the red with no privileges - because my mom was a fucking oxy popping lush.
This is the “funny” story there. What they did in retaliation to my allegations of sexual abuse was far worse.
sounds like the perfect family (/s)
why are there so many mentally ill mothers out there. probably has something with “capitalism makes people insane” or sth. at least that’s my explanation. i hope you’re doing better now. at least getting away from her.