The Tik-Tok inspired use of unalive has seeped beyond the boundaries of the app. It drives me crazy when people say that in real life. The dystopian vibes really start to hit when censored online jargon bleeds into IRL. For the sake of pushing past it - it makes me want to kill myself.
I feel you. I did not expect mine to crash but I am in Japan and streamed a movie from my server on the West coast of North America.
Often times the Catholic Workers in your town may be up to some very radical and meaningful work. The Workers I know aren’t even all Catholic themselves, but the do take money from the church to keep their programs running.
Consider yourself blessed.