I’ve recently stopped trying to be a social person, I tried for decades, got addicted to alcohol (got sober), and I was always stressed. My only hang up now is feeling like a loser for not being social, not having friends, not being in a relationship. But not having those things is bringing me peace. I missed being left alone, doing my own thing even if it’s doing nothing. I just need to work on the negative self talk concerning societal norms.

Weird how autism can’t be the excuse but apparently “always being rude” is. Maybe because I can constantly apologize for my perceived rudeness but not my autism.

Keep checking the phone even though you know you turned silence off…

Might not be casual but I really fucked up an answer yesterday and there’s no reversing the consequences. If I cut my tongue out will that solve it? No, they’ll commit me and still ask questions too quickly for me to write what I mean clearly.

I felt seen when Shoresy said “if you’re not 10 minutes early you’re late”

Same, a few months ago I just started saying “I don’t talk right so forget it”. Idc anymore.

I’m trying out 3 different browsers atm and I think I’ll just keep all 3 and cycle though or use at different privacy settings. I will miss Firefox and not having to think about my browser. Can’t wait to watch all 3 go to shit as well.

Yup such a wonderful build for me

Blacksmith set a few years ago. I got it as a Christmas present and if I had money I’d do large sets more often because of the joy I felt building that one.

At first I thought OP meant the recessions, 9/11, the school shootings, unattainable financial markers, the pandemic etc. but then I saw the games and yep those too

“Well I’ll never do that again!” Narrator: But she did do it again, that very same day in fact.

Whatsa matter? You don’t like your pancakes to taste like last nights steak?

“Don’t think about that for too long or blood will begin to shoot out your nose!”

Goldeneye

Perhaps some deep seated fear instinctual to humans influenced the appearance of the animated evil cats eh?

They beat shit like this into me in the 80s along with making eye contact, I can mask with the best of them!

Where’s Dr. Hunter S.Thompson? Where’s Dr. Nick?

Reservoir Dogs, O Brother Where Art Though, Blues Brothers, From Dusk til Dawn,

The lesser of two weevils

Meditate without moving for 2 hours took a lot of effort to work up to. Couldn’t do 5 minutes when I started.