But also right now I’ve been imploding and I am the bad guy, and I don’t know how to forgive myself. Like 4 days after ending a relationship with the kindest person I’ve ever met because I want kids and she doesn’t, I spiraled and slept with my roommate who also had a break up. I then broke down at our housewarming party and told my ex and she hates me now, but she’s a huge part of my life still. I’m trying to patch things up with my roommate but I’m worried I’m leading her on, and then we found out a new friend of mine has been gossiping about the situation after I went to his in an absolute broken state.
This all comes down to my fault and I just can’t keep going with the shame. I don’t want to be me anymore.
No, it isn’t… Partial responsability, yes. But. Seems to me you’re handling it as best as you can, which may not be enough to some, but still that’s on them. Also, you feel remorse, that’s got to count. Anyway, above all, the gossip is way beyond you…
I’m crying
But also right now I’ve been imploding and I am the bad guy, and I don’t know how to forgive myself. Like 4 days after ending a relationship with the kindest person I’ve ever met because I want kids and she doesn’t, I spiraled and slept with my roommate who also had a break up. I then broke down at our housewarming party and told my ex and she hates me now, but she’s a huge part of my life still. I’m trying to patch things up with my roommate but I’m worried I’m leading her on, and then we found out a new friend of mine has been gossiping about the situation after I went to his in an absolute broken state.
This all comes down to my fault and I just can’t keep going with the shame. I don’t want to be me anymore.
Please Mr. Rogers give me strength.
No, it isn’t… Partial responsability, yes. But. Seems to me you’re handling it as best as you can, which may not be enough to some, but still that’s on them. Also, you feel remorse, that’s got to count. Anyway, above all, the gossip is way beyond you…