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Active? Not really. Just love me and be loyal, that’s it.

Have you read the guy? he only mentioned a videogame and boom, love of his life. Why that never happened to me? Why I do I have to do way more and suffer more or become more physically attractive and active when deep inside I don’t wanna that?

Isn’t Anastasia above average looking though? Just badly dressed and no, that simple premise could actually happen, but Christian grey would be a 65 year old Bezos/Trump/Epstein looking mf

I don’t have a dice. I mean cmon these people here are doing basically nothing “I was playing a videogame, got lucky, my cat made us met, a bus stop” Like, I’ve been in majority of those situations during my 35 years of life and NOTHING happened. Or what, is really mandatory to go to high school/college to get some? Because I never went there.

I just don’t give a fuck, when I’m dead I won’t care about anything. And my own existence is full of problems and worries enough just to worry about the goddamn sun or sea levels.

But that happens a lot doesn’t?

Ngl following the life of a plant sounds ultra boring, I don’t think even Sir Attenborough can do that interesting for me.

If I hate something I see online I will say it and nobody should stop me. That’s it. There’s no science behind it.

I read 50 shades of grey and 50 shades darker. It wasn’t that awful, kinda hilarious actually especially the fact some women would believe that could happen Irl.

Ohhh i don’t get it.

I don’t have money dude and I’m an immigrant in Europe I can’t have those type of problems.

Space Jam. I grew up with it even if didn’t knew who Michael Jordan was, he had a interesting career.

A what?

No I’m not a fun person. But I can’t erase myself… And trust me I can’t change. I don’t have co workers anymore and only did middle school. Nothing around my minuscule town is for me and I’m an poor immigrant, I have everything against me.

It is for me. But is not your fault, is probably just me coping. I can’t believe someone is this lucky, meanwhile I’ve been gaming my entire life and I’ve had nothing, if anything probably ruined me even more.

I love final fantasy X, loved VIII. I didn’t got anything for it except realise that the world doesn’t work like those places, I’ll never get the girl. And nobody gives a fuck about what’s your favourite Final fantasy. Especially at my age.

Now you understand why I find it hard to believe?

I hope you die alone and without kids.

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I’ve touched grass for almost 20 years, eating alone, walking alone, drinking alone, going to the movie theater, going to the arcade alone. IT DOESN’T WORK. I’m not going to do it anymore… That lonely walk back home when you realize you wasted your time destroys you, makes me wanna kill myself. I rather stay in my room safe.

If you aren’t like me you wouldn’t understand and I don’t expect you would understand, that’s ok. But I find insulting that you think people give up for no reason.

I find all the hard to believe.